Wednesday, September 15, 2010

cry

:'(

a song by pastor

Once i have turn my face from Thee
Yet You sought me and You cleansed me
Made me whole again
Jesus my Savior
My beloved and friend
Your praises I bringFrom my heart I sing

[chorus]
O Draw me, O draw me away
Messiah today
In Your presence to stay
O Jesus now change me and mould me
That i can be
Evermore true to Thee

You are the shepherd of my heart
You have brought me to Your chamber
My Master and King
You light up my darkness
And gave me Your word
That You’ll never forsake me
Nor no ever will leave me


credit from raine's blog

Thursday, September 9, 2010

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這兩年,發生了很多事,有大有小。 可以說我過着傷心已痛苦的漫長兩年。也沒設麼人問我好嗎,我就安靜的度過我的日子。
many times i would want to cry out to e lord, but there's something that always stop me. many a time, i'm put into a room with e devil sitting beside me, or behind me. each time he watched me and want to get into me. living in this situation, sometime i won't want to give up. but i didn't. i love the lord, and i know he love me. just that..... i duno where is he when i needed him.

in 5days time, i'm gona finished by 2-yrs ns life. i learn alot of things but also caught up with a lot of trouble and caught up myself with e devil. he is e same one who i see b4 about 5yrs ago. he filled up me with so much temptations which times i tot that's e end for me. thank god for 1 cor 10:13 im still surviving and living on this place.

where is love when i needed?
where is love when i'm in the darkest lane?
where is love when i cried out?
where is love when i'm feeling down
where is love when i really needed the most?


this 2yrs i searches high n low for, i tried so many ways to find love that last. but i couldn't find. ended up hurting myself sometime. but i will never forget god's love every week i attended svs on sunday. i really wish time would just stop there and i mean STOP THERE! i know that won't be possible and it's gg against him. he wants me to go out to e world.

i've let him down so many times, again n again. 我真的對不起祂.

i juz cry out badly in his presence. real bad, in my bedroom.

我希望祂會給我看到祂。。。。